Thursday, December 08, 2005

individual competition

ive always said that i like individual sports. i like it when i only have myself to compete against because i feel like incremental achievement is an accomplishment. ive started to realize why this might be so: i feel i am always in competition with other men -- in sports or in life -- competition for the best job or the best girl. I think that is why i can't make small talk, im afraid i might not measure up. (Literally!) I think is one reason i feel comfortable around gay men, im not in competition. My best friends are those i can be myself around and im not competing with. when is competition healthy and when is it too much?

knight rider is no where near as cool as it was when i was little.